argh~!!!!!!!!!!! stupid internet!!! typed my blog for today liao wanna upload pics den not responding n all gone!!!
forget it.. here r e things i did today..

• overslp for trial interview in sch


• tk cab n make up inside cab


• went home dyed my hair


• dear came over


• rushed for work forgetting my friend switch days with me..


• went back dear dyed his hair again


• went to his house gg back soon

here's e pics!!!!!

new hair colour!!!!!!!!!

woOo hOo!!

today overslp for trial interview in sch.. lucky dear keep calling den woke up from e vibration of hp.. sian den go wash up n chuck all my things in bag den chiong go down tk cab.. inside cab its whr i started my make up.. bo bian interview standard mah.. reached sch tht was late but saw my friend sitting thr also waiting for lecture, who was not thr yet.. saw him walk go canteen n went up think purposely make us wait de man..

den he came n i was 1st =) nervous but confident sure pass de n it really did! one of e qns was 'whr u c urself in 5 yrs time?' n i said 'being an air stewardess'.. its my dream/goal.. get to travel n work e stuff tt interest me.. hehe=)

den he said he'll look out for any job vacancy in e airline industry wooh thanks man!!

after tt, went home by bus.. (sian) no money le this mth..

dear ended sch n wanted to come over my place..

reached home, started to dye my hair when dear just came.. havent eaten den dear cooked maggie mee for us just nice i finish do my hair.. after eat den bathe washed my hair 3 times cos very hi- bleach den like very dry n clumpy.. dry my hair n wooh hhhooo........ golden monkey!!!!!! wakakaka............

faster changed n get ready for work went down e lift n sudd my friend called n remind me tt she changed time with me.. wah... heng ah. went up.. now dear turn to dye hair.. e's was e 2nd time le cos he said not ''kim'' enough..

i went inside rm n tk photos of my new hair n went to rest.. dear complained i nv help him dye.. ( i tired mah!!!) wanted to fell aslp den he came in disturb me man.. went to his house have dinner n now use com..

here's e pics!!!!

late update for 5th june fri

erm... late for sch.. again..
at least made en effort to go.. but end up reach at 10 end at bout 12..
so abit sian.. but nvm.. cos going hol le.. plus last few wks pon sch many days..
once pon den always pon.. like addiction man.. cannot like tt liao next term..

den went back market thr buy lens.. (whole mth nv wear liao no $$ buy)
now tt i've bought, broke lo..
oh ya.. going to dye my hair gold also.. wanna go wild this hols..
and wanna make up n everything nice nice liao.. herh.. hehe

ok back to my story..

went home shower.. make up nice nice.. go meet dear den went town..
far east!!!!! long time nv go thr lo.. now got sale den just tjt can find smth budget..
ok got one top for $15 quite reasonable for its look..
den went walk walk... play pool at lucky plaza.. (cheap!)
walk ard den went bugis dear look for his clothes..
his parents came den went for late dinner den went home..
went kpt drink 1st b4 heading back home with dear..

bathe n put my skincare.. (ai mei liao hehe)
den he bathe den i put my skincare for him..(gd life right...)
den rest together and he went off bout 2am..
i was aslp liao as i took flu med n was drowsy.. felt gd to slp early man..
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today!!!

wake up late for dear house(promised him to go early hehe)
watched online movie den went to his condo gym(surprised right i go to gym hahax..)
den bathed n head to his aunty house for family dinner..
now at his house use com..
going out with a friend soon but dear will stay home tmr he working early..
but i know deep down he was upset cos when i asked him if i can go he like dun wanna ans den he say 'wan go just go dun ask me'
hai...
dear ah dear.. i know u no security when i go out with guy friends same as me when u go out with ur girl friends.. but most of my friends all guys u know right.. hai.. dun worry kays..
u will always be e only one..

hao ba signing off!!!

welcome to my newly created blog!

hi everyone!

didnt quite like blogging actually but read a few ppl blog n tht y not just put my thts in here.. gd way to 'talk' when got no one to talk to.. hehe..

well well well.. so here goes..
whr shall i start.. hmm..

okie.. so.. recently, pon-teng from sch many days..
really sian man.. no proper lessons, long breaks, waste time.. maybe due to projects after projects. yupp! got many this term.. sian.. kinda affect my attendance n teacher talk to me n said if skip sch somemore... cant sit for exam!!! omg.. last yr le.. but just no motivation for this yr dunno y too

currently working in juron point still.. just a p.t job.. near home and can commit more days so kinda gd lah.. but still cant afford many things.. have to support my everyday expenses, buy toiletries, pay bills, and mum also asking money from me.... ARGH!!
so end up e most only can afford for a movie or 2 monthly...
quite sad with my life at times..

i really envy girls out thr n friends ard me tt have branded stuff (thou i not really fancy all those..) can go shop every wk and get their nice pretty clothes, do their hair nice nice.. go manicure n pedicure.. buy gd skincare n make up.. hAis... SaD maN.. really, smtimes just think of all these makes me feel depress..

i know my friends sure say tt girls should be pampered n doted, but i also hoping for tt day to come whr i dun hv to worry so much... yeah.. maybe someday but not in e near future..
well.. so sometimes friends ask me out go shop or ktv, u know wad'll br my ans bah..
and cos of my sItuation, some ppl feel tt when i go out with my close friends n certain things i cant afford ehich at ties they offer to help pay, they feel tt i make use of my friends money.. on e surface ppl who dunno me will think this way but.. it's a terrible feeling.. tt's y nowadays when ppl ask me out i cant afford, i turn them down.. yeah this is my life..

anyway, gotta let cha all know tt i've a guy his name is IVAN CHOO JUN HAO. we've been together for quite some time now.. my longest r/ship thou we had 2 breakups in betwwen.. yah.. sometimes from what he says, i feel tt i'm very demanding of him but some things some ppl cant change overnight.. so sometimes really hv some big fights.. but most of e times, he will apologise n surprise me with some things.. well.. thr's no perfection in this world right.. so for just hv to accept e way he is just e way i want him to accept me.. but he's quite sweet at times lah.. thou his life is also not very gd.. but he'll still try to cheer me up but deep down he's feeling like thr's no tmr in his life.. so.. yupp.. still loving him til now..

alrite.. shall stop here den..
i'm looking for nicer layouts for my blog anyone know whr to get them??? share with me ya!!

("v") Lynn ("v")